It seems like yesterday we were roommates, sharing clothes, playing with each others toys & eating at the same dinner table. Having a fight over our brand new laptop, that who gona use it right now. But, we were always together.
U were my idol, my guardian and teacher in the outside world. My gaurd, my protector, u taught me how to cross those scary busy roads, full of deadly traffic. It was u, on whos support i was able to say “merey bhai tum sab ko dekh le ga” in those silly school fights i had. U taught me how to ride a bicycle, u were the one to run along with me to make sure i dont fall from it. And when i did, and broke my bone, in that tremendous pain the only thing i remeber is, it was u who carried me in his arms.
As manhood approached, we began to stray from one another. U got ur job first, & then u left the country for ur education. i felt left out. A certain pain I encountered told me we were separating, like puppies when they are old enough to manage. Although the puppies’ yelping lasts a few days, sometimes in private moments… it goes on forever.
Its not the way i feel in seclusion that touches my soul, but the way we are so far from acknowledgment. A certain wave of pain circulates like a blood inside my body with each word i write here, my hands shake, and few of the crystal drops apeared in my eyes, and disapeard somewhere in keyboards keys. so, with this said, you may feel the love of brotherhood I have tried to glorify in these words to you. Only if…
U will ever be able to read it. Bcos i will never be able to send u this, neither will ever be able to say how much I Love U. but, is it obligatious to say the unsaid words to let each other know how mcuh we love and care?. We both know, how mcuh love we hold in our hearts for one and another.
Happy Birthday.
gandi bachi 