Am.going back to pak until next may Inshallah and I was totally.looking forward to it this time but all.of a sudden i feel a pang of sadness and don’t wana go back ;(
I was so into thegaza conflict I had to remember that j.have alhumdulilah no problems at all. Petty issues really.
But still not about missing the environ more my.mummy ;(;(;( ans just feeling like I’m.home
I don’t feel like my.house is pak is my.home.I still.refer.to it as husbands.house.
Unfortunately that's one of the hardest realities of marriage, we can't stay with our parents forever... (well in most cases)
But try to focus on the positive. Being sad is normal because you've been here for a long time now, but once you are there and get use to living there , you won't miss it here as much. It's going to be a change but nothing you can't handle. :)
:sigh:…leaving mayka is so difficult, but the sooner you adjust the better it is for your own sake… Then you can be happy and think of life as your very own…the past will just be sweet memories