I’ve been such a rotten cow this last week. Now that the damage is done i’m feeling really shyte. Been showing attitude, was rude, huffing and puffing in this paritcular persons face and showing a total disregard for their feelings. I didn’t intend to but i know i was just in a real strop for the better part of the days..
I get so grumpy with the people i am closest to. Why am i like this? Are any one of you like that? I tend to fight most, be nastiest and rudest to those i love most. And then of course i sob in the ruins of my own handiwork. I don’t even know why i do what i do but just that i’m doing it and can’t stop myself. God i need to see a shrink.
