Re: Gift
Stupid haram predictable men with their uncomplicated approach towards things.
EVERYONE knows what they want but what would be so wrong with them making a small effort in figuring out what women want.
My birthday will officially be over in about 5 minutes this is what i got from him! an offer for me to find my own present and he will pay for it so its not useless!!! I said I couldn’t think of anything and its not a big deal so we skipped over it until I want something. I lied. I wanted him to get me something. ON HIS OWN! ANYTHING!
He sends me an e-card which he looked up and sent during the 15 minutes we were talking on msn -with an expiration date of 14 days. The VERY first card in the birtday section of that website. He didn’t even shop for a proper e-card.
He had told some of his friends he might go out for dinner with them so he asks me if its okay otherwise he can cancel his plans with them. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY NO TO THAT so I tell him it’s completely okay, since I’ll be held up in the library anyway and we can talk later. But I lied! I wated him to stay and he didnt. And this was my way of taking revenge because I knew he’d feel guilty for going like that and he did and now he’s sending me guilt-tripped text messages and I’m pretending I’ve fallen asleep which would make him feel more like crap and bad because he only gave me 15 minutes throughout this whole day.
AND BY tomorrow I’ll be feeling like the bad guy again for ignoring him all along and then we will just apologize to each other and move on.
STUPID HARAM MEN! I STILL love him for who he is alhumdulilah and it’s all functional and I don’t agree with some of my married friends who tell me one needs to Pavlov-dog one’s husband after marriage.
I don’t want to treat my guy like some experiment. He’s more than I ever deserved and a blessing in my life BUT GAWD I WOULD FEEL BETTER IF I COULD ONLY SLAP HIM SOMETIMES! Which he would allow if he was here in person!
BUT THIS RANTING FOR NOW WILL MAKE ME FEEL BETTER!