Re: frustrated with everything!
Yoko:::
Either he needs some space, needs to learn how to value you, isnt serious or something else. Whatever the reason is, you're handling it the wrong way. You shouldnt be the one bringing up marriage all the time and if you do, he should be mature enough to have a sensible discussion without getting all "pressured".
What you need to do is get the heck out for a bit. Dont formally break up with him, fight with him or make a scene. Control your anger and start to distance yourself a little bit. Stop calling him, wait for him to call you and see how long it takes him. Dont be the first one to make a move, let him do it and see if his moves are even sincere. This will do two things: help you stop being so emotional (it hurts a lot and I can understand) and you will be able to see things from a more aloof perspective. You'll be able to figure out if this is REALLY the guy you want to be with for the rest of your life.
Men and women are attracted to confidence. When you become emotionally dependant on someone for happiness, it can actually hurt your relationship. What Im saying is, get involved in your own life. Do things for yourself...get a haircut, get a mani/pedi, go shop, get a job, go volunteer somewhere, go back to school for further studies, get involved in your community, etc. Do something that will take your mind off of him and also restore some of your confidence because I feel you're lacking right now. Once you get yourself back and your life isnt about this guy anymore, one of two things will happen. Either he will snap out of his wierd state of mind or you will conclude this isnt what you want and leave him.