I think i understand what you are trying to say. I am also trying to understand why your friends may be behaving the way they do. You didnt say anything abt them being nt good friends or showing any kind of ill behavior otherwise. I am thinking it could be a case of them feeling nt confident abt what perhaps is making u happy. U know what i mean?
Yes, I know what you mean. If they are not confident in what makes me happy it is only due to my past which is over and done with. That's what I'm trying to get at. The only reason they would or could possibly have is related to my past which I know is the issue because it is ALWAYS brought up whenever I tried to talk to them. I don't understand why the past can't remain behind and stay the past? The past is done, it's over with, whatever happened, happened. People move on from their past and learn from it, I have. So why does it have to be brought up over and over again? You don't understand how fustrating it is and how fed up I am of it. It is the ONLY thing that is brought up when I talk to them about this. What am I suppose to do? I'm tired of proving myself and all of it. I don't expect anything from them but for them to at least find some happiness in my happiness because I know they see it.