Re: Freakin' out!
I only have 32 days left till my wedding and am feeling so nervous 2...sometimes i cant wait 4 the day 2 come and sometimes i feel really overwhelmed by all the change that will happen...its not easy leaving my family and going and living with someone else waking up one morning around different people..its scary but im just leaving everything 2 Allah.
im just worried about 1 thing when i get really emotional i cry alot and im worried i wont be able 2 stop crying on my wedding i dont wanna do that but i know myself...thing is i know im gonna miss my dad so much that day he passed away 2 years ago and its so hard 2 feel all this happiness without him..how can i stop myself crying alot that day??