Re: Focusing on Nothing
I know its not weakness, because the stuff I've had to go through and the way I've managed myself up until now shows me that I am not weak. Not perfect, but not weak. If anything, too strong for my own good.
No, its that I see the risks as being more likely than they really might be. And I've always been a perfectionist about things, and one way I do that is keep in mind all the risks and either avoid them or overcome them. I obsess with preventing myself from falling into any error, because I hate it when things I'm doing get messed up.
Hence why I come home from, work for example, and all I can think about is how to prevent against anything from going wrong. Some here on GS call it paranoia and I think its true.
Anyways, less psychoanalysis of me, and more on the real question - is it really possible to sit there and think of nothing? I'd love to do it if it were possible.