feeling lonely and depressed.

[usman0142]

Re: feeling lonely and depressed.

@nadz123

your right. i dont know. i have no friends here so its harder. and it is fairly uncommon to see girls just hanging out around here. my husband has never said i cant go anywhere, he says go out do whatever, but its easier said than done esp for him. i literally had to force him to go for walks with me in the evening he wanted to know wether my walks would clash with the upcoming cricket world cup...

jeez. anyway i was furious with him about not going anywhere, i did think back to the uk, where even there i would have to get him to go out, he wasnt the outgoing type there either, but we were alone, it was easier. and its more easier to go out, here men just stare and stare as you, making me uncomftble as well as him.

so maybe its him. maybe i need to rely on myself. maybe im not depressed, i dnt think i am. i just dont like it here. end of. and any excuse is fine. see, same scenario back home wouldnt bother me. it bothers me here. so RV, ur right.

Even if you go with him at that. he will be thinking what’s the score and etc. you don’t mess with men when there are sports going period.