It seems no matter how hard I try I still keep failing.
All I’ve been doing these last few months is reading and studying. And for what? Cs. I look at where I go wrong on my exams and think “ohh okay i see what happened” and it should help me to do better for next time right? wrong. Once I figure out those mistakes, I’m onto making shtloads of other mistakes. I’ve a zillion regrets that I can’t seem to let go of and I don’t know why. Okay no, I do know why but what can i dO? No really I am asking this; not a rhetorical question. How do you stop living in the past? I know it’s wrong and that’s probably why I’m such a huge fk-up now.
the purpose of this life is to prepare for the next one…Pray and follow Islam and u will see miracles happening in ur life…if u realise the purpose of life and live according to that…you will not feel how u r feeling. its the cure to everything
I didnt revise for my exams in January…cuz since December I was chilling out in Pakistan and I only got back to UK on the 9th Jan (the day before my exam)…I hadnt revised AT ALL…just revised about 3/4 hours on the plane…thats it! and I passed…I didnt just pass…I got higher marks than many really clever people in my class. I did not deserve it at all…but for some reason Allah made me pass with flying colours…
I applied for a much sought after Pharmacy placement at a Bham pharmacy…(it is SO hard to get a placement in my city…because there are so many unis around here that are also doing Pharmacy)…again Allah gave it to me…my application was just normal…nothing special
Yesterday I was talking to the present heads of Islamic Society…and they all say I will be the head of Islamic Society next year…meaning I make all the decisions and have all the responsibility…sometihng I couldnt even dream of doing knowing that 3 other people also wanted the position! again, Im just a normal person, but Allah made it happen for me for a reason only he knows.
miracles after miracles are happening in my life recently and Im losing track of them
