sigh my two younger sisters are so close and im juz a big duffer always telling them to stop screamin n stop playing
they get all excited to see eachother when zaineb comes from school but no one gets excited when i come back 
i feel so left out, they like wait for eachother to wake up so they culd play n all…the youngest one gets all happy n keeps saying “yeh meri behan hai meri jaan hai” *Sniff n runs away from me
i mean im not whining or complaining i love them alot and i know they do too…but i juz feel so odd, like i don’t belong there anymore that’s why i guess i always wanted a sister close to my age
it so sucks…i don’t even have any friends who are close to me like my sisters everytime i look at them having so much fun and sharing all these things n playing together i dono why i get so sad n have this empty feeling inside sadly sits in the corner
