Re: feeling jealous and envious.. gone suicidal
Ozair,
You sound like someone I knew way before.
He is now a well educated, successful and rich person.
The way he got over it by focusing on goodness of life and making friends one by one.
Last time I spoke to him he had become head of department at his university and is loved by all his students.
You also sound intelligent and sensitive.
You need to make friends. Go out and eat. Study and do part time work if possible.
Help poor or needy people, this will make you realize your need in this world.
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**Must talk to a psychiatrist. No Peer Baba, No Taaveez stuff.
Write more here when you can. Forget the past, live for good future.