I am being obsessed with myself on improving my looks constantly. I have always been a model material but I like to be lighter than my skin now. In Fact, I am yellow skinned tone than brown so I have been putting lemon juice as a natural bleach and I am sure it will help… My self-esteem has been affected big time due to this one incident that I dont want to share here. I believe that Pakistani men will pick gori color larki over my olive skin tone. “Sawla salona rung kitno ko bhata hai, jise daikho goriyo k pechay chala ata hai” Im not savali but Im not very fair. I know people think Im exotic here in America while in eastern cultures white skinned are considered beautiful. Can you Paki men please tell me why do you less care about the personality over skin tone?