sigh 
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(lol ..its so weird to be starting to write a post at GS after all this time…lol…i dun even know how to start 
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kheyr…so i have my exams…from tuesday…
and its sooo weird…like before…till last semester..i was able to jus sit in one place for weeeeeeeeeks…n study for my exams..i used to memorize like crazyyy…like all my notes and textbooks..lol
i cud spend sooooo much time studying…and jus forget about everything else…
n NOW…omg…i jus cant get myself to sit in one place for more than 5 mint…
everytime i sit down n start looking at a paper…i remmeber something n jus get up…either to eat…or talk to my parents…or hit my brother…or jus walk around the house :-s
i m jus not able to give all my attention to parhayee…
n even when i do sit down aik jagah…i wud jus stare at the paper…keep reading the same line for hours…n it jus doesnt get into my head…
i’ve tried everything…eating badam…drinking milk…nothing works
n worst thing is…i ve always been famous in my friends for memorizing stuff…like har cheez yaad rehti hai…i wud read something n never ever forget it…
n now sigh
i jus suddenly turned dumb somehow 
wat do u guyz do during exam time? …
im used to pulling an all-nighter before every exam or test..but yesterday…i jus got so sleepy around 4 in the morning…so i left everything n went to sleep…
before..parhayee was everything…i cud bardasht sleep for dayz during exam time
i wanna be how i was before 
im so gonna fail my final HS year exams …
