Re: ERGH!!!
I havent read other msgs as yet but i can tell u one thing for sure, it happens… same is happening with me at the moment :-/ ;((((…i know the feeeling, sigh …
Intervention of so many people in every single itsy bitsy matter of the wedding is driving me crazy - I can’t enjoy my own wedding. I feel I am not able to decide even one thing the way “I” want it. Its either what hubby wants, his family wants, my parents want, bhabis want etc. I know its all FOR me and my parents would do anything to make me happy but at the cost of making them sad is not what i want.
I am so fed up of involvements of every one. My wedding is not turning out the way I want it to or i dreamt of it. From the smallest to the largest decision is controlled by some one else or if i make a stance of wanting it some way, opinions come by and ruin my fun of it! I am so fed up of it all .. its like i do something and some one tells me if it were done that way it would have been better, if done by that person would have cost less, if kept this way would look nicer - I don’t care if it looks better, nicer, cheaper, expensive .. blah blah! Its not what I WANT. To make others happy, your own happiness is at stake and now i am becoming a bride who is losing interest in the wedding ceremonies. I just want to get it over with and just move on to the life ahead.