hmmm … dont know where to start or what to say really.
Those of you who know me.. know Im a veryyyyyy emotional person.
I cry if I see someone cry, cry for every little thing that goes wrong in my own life..
and try to make a cons. effort to help others as much as possible.
But lately…I just dont care. An example.. the Tsunami.. sound mean as h#ll
but well if Allah thought those people had it comming then oh well. Im not sad at all. Didnt wanna spend a single penny for them. URGH mean na?!
Umm the other day.. my brother.. whom Im really close too, spilling his life problems — again didnt care was thinking about having lunch at the time.
Whats wrong with me? I sat and analyzed the recent events of my life..
and they have all been good.. happy events. Not a bit of saddness…
then why have I turned totally b!tch?
Being a biatch sometimes is not a bad thing.
Tell you the truth, I did not cry over the tsunami victims either. Don't know why like you. I was sad that the calamity hit them, but I did not shed any tears or sat in front of the tv for hours watching the footage.
Maybe you're surrounded by so much personal happiness that in a way you have become immune to what goes on around you. In the long run it might come back to hurt you but I think in the short run, this emotionlessness is ok.
The fact that your aware of these feelings shows it all, your not emotionless at all,as individuals we all have different threahollds of pain, happiness, sadness…whatever…therefor we’r bound to have different levels of feeling for different situations. Don’t worry about it…maybe your so overwhelmed by it all and the fact that your thinking about it is prolonging your emotions. You can’t force feelings or thoughts of any kind, good or bad.
and don’t call yourself a biitch…women should’nt as we have enough people (men) saying that we are anyway.
huh maybe u've grown immune to all these things.. back when i was a kid i used to cry for the ants that my bro squished but now i have no issues squishing an ant that bit me.. dont mean tat i am emotionless.. jus that u become mature enough to handle things as u grow up
I think, instead of considering yourself as suffering from some kind of “emotionlessness” state, you should pat yourself on the back for maturing. I don’t think its really very healthy to be crying with other people, or shedding tears while watching TV. Yes, you should be supportive to your friends and family, but crying with them is a juvenile way of expressing support. Good thing you are growing out of it. :k:
The only thing that is slightly disconcerting is when your brother is spilling his life problems, you should be compassionate and offering support, instead of thinking about lunch. Thats bad
Plus, you mentioned that lately all things in your life are happy things. This is good. Invariably this will make you try to avoid getting too involved in tragedies of other people. I think one additional step of maturity will be when you will see tragedies around the world, and without being personally involved, you will donate whatever you can. There will be few causes where you will want to be personally involved (but not necessarily be shedding tears there either).
