trying comes with heartaches … i am trying for so long … its terrible every time i find someone n it doesnt work out coz its not meant to be …in the end u are left heart broken … if i try it gives me heartache n if i dnt then i am like i should try n do something n cant sit like this … both situations are not good for my mental health … n if i leave things be then living in solitary confinement is not easy … research shows it gives u psychological disorders … i m still surviving …