Does she want to be like someone who doesn’t have any social media or no?

Always in between wanting to post a lot on social media & wanting to delete all socials & be like that person you went to school with that you think of randomly & hope they're doing well. does it mean that she wants to be like someone who doesn’t have any social or no?

Double Minded!.…:no::unsure::wink::nahi::hmmm::phew::facepalm: