Dilemma thats killing me

Sadzz,

I appreciate you giving me the hope. Inshallah, I did and still have intention to make it work but like I said, I am a human and sometimes I feel "I am not qualified to be that lifelong teacher?".

I try to know her more but she is on the other side of the coast and trust me, its hard to know someone more when they do not communicate that much and are not staying with you.

I totally agree with the rights of Wife and Parents and clearly understand how to distinguish between them. The unfortunate thing is that we have not even come to the point where we need to define them because neither my parents live with me not do they have any intentions to do so. She is freaking out merely by a couple of phone calls I got while I was with her. I am aware of all the rights she has on me and willing to give them to her. My parents are very understanding, they will never put me in a spot where I will have to make a tougher decision between them and my wife. If they knew all this, they would never even bother me. Their happiness is my happiness even if it means them being out of my life. But I will not be able to face myself nor Allah.