Dilemma thats killing me

Thank you for your great advice. I have come to that conclusion as well and I am thinking about giving her a chance.

Being a human, I have another fear. I fear if she is one of those who won't change which is something no one can guarantee, should I leave it now when no Rukhsati has taken place?

Isn't that going to be better for both of us?

Or should I be willing to take on the responsibility to maybe infuse that change in her inshallah. I know Allah will reward me for that but ....

just confused.