I had been regular with namaz. Dont know why i got all irregular after choti eid. You are strong when u do namaz. Maybe its a reminder for me.
No its not a loss in that sense. I have actually lost my sleep and concentration. Even when i force myself to sleep, I can tell how many times the bell rang or what else happened. I mean i am stuck somewhere in between.
Oh yes, i think acting strong is no good.
Guess, thats why i opened the thread.
THe problem is, i feel all the roads have disappeared. I dont know what i can do or where i can end up. No nothing for my own self.