So that’s why I am participating in other section to tell ppls I’ve grown up now 
*but I am afraid ppls will not accept me there 
Farah it depends where you are living? You are living in UAE and I’m not sure about the environment there but I’ve experience in Pakistan only and as i told you i worked as home tutor as well but that was only part time and I’m just doing all this for my pocket money but I was sincere and never took it lightly.
Yes you are right in Bank life / any other private life, you have to spent you whole tie there but in teaching profession you ve lot of other activities. About less Salary, Farsh you are teaching KG kids so how can you think to get a salary equal to O Level Teacher ??? 2nd thing tell me in which subject you ve done ur Graduation or Master ??? I think if you ve degree in Science fiends then colleges will pay you more than an Arts Teacher … So i can tell you about ur future in this field after knowing your qualification.
But Farah whatever the field you can go forward only if you sincere with this field. If your mind is scattered then first make up your mind then decide what you can do and what you want to be. Never be double mind.