Dear heart
Please understand that she didn’t men to hurt u, cause u pain or offend u
She loves your qualities
And always will
While your being emotional
She’s being sensible
Although u feel terrible
It’s just that you’re not compatible
At this moment in time
She’s being cruel to be kind
Sparing u more heartache
And after a little time she will be out of your mind
But u will never be forgotten by her
U will always be her sir and master
Although she’s marrying another
She wishes that u were him
She feels your pain
But do u feel hers?
Are u selfish and self centred?
Coz she carries a double sadness
Hers and yours.
So its her dear heart u should feel sorry for and not wallow in your grief and pain
Her pain is real and permanent
While yours is temporary and will soon pass
When u meet another
U dream about her all day
While she sees her hubby every day
Disguising thoughts of u
And pretending to love him
While it is u she has always loved
And wanted to be with
So now dear heart u know the truth
And it’s not only u that’s hurting
She’s hurting more
So dear heart
Please don’t curse her
But pray and think good thoughts about her
Coz she knows what you’re going thru
And it’s true
That lost love hurts
And the heart aches and bleeds
But talking and sharing help….
U can tell people how you’re feeling
While she has no one to tell
Except Allah
When she’s kneeling in prayer
And tears soak the mat
Tears of regret and what could have been
Careful not to be seen
By her in-laws
And wishing that things could have been different
And maybe one day
She will escape
Not just in her dreams
From this loveless marriage
But will u be there waiting to carry her off into the sunset
And make all her dreams come true?
Coz u know dear heart
That in the short time u were with her
She made your dreams come alive
And those memories will keep u smiling and happy for the rest of your life
While her memories will help her to continue living
Until Allah shows her a way out
So finally dear heart
I hope and pray that u feel better
And when she contacts u
U rush to fetch her
And be her strong, soft and gentle teddy bear.
Author: Showkat Ali
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