Re: Dead Hearts and Empty Supplications
As believing Muslims we should always seek refuge from a dead heart. The heart is very important in worshipping Allah. So when you pray strive to do it with the presence of your heart, strive to keep in mind WHOM you are standing before, it is the very being that created YOU. The creator of this universe, it is with his will that we even breathe. Also think well of Allah, he IS certainly very powerful, and certainly he IS very merciful, all that is required from us is trust and patience. Trust Allah with certainty of a reply: One must be certain that Allah does whatever he wishes, whenever he wishes.
All the actions depend on the heart's belief (conviction) and therefore the heart is considered the most important organ of the body, a Hadith the Prophet (PBUH) said: "Indeed, there is a flesh in your body that if it be sound, then the whole body is sound, and if it be corrupt then the whole body be corrupt. Indeed it is the heart." (Sahih, Muslim)
Also in another relevant verse Allah says, "O you have attained to faith! Do not attempt to pray while you are in a state of drunkenness, but wait until you know what you are saying" (An-Nissaa 4:43) So for myself instead of making supplication in arabic script repeating what I do not understand I beseech in my own language in an effort to keep my heart attentive. I use only verses of Arabic that I fully comprehend. (In salah I obviously use only Arabic).
The following excerpt may help describe what it means for one to have an attentive heart, I don't remember the source by the author is Imam Ali: "When they come across a verse which contains awe, they bend their ears of their hearts towards it, and feel as though the sound of Hell and the cries are reaching their ears. If they come across a verse creating eagerness of Paradise, they pursue it avidly, and their spirits turn towards it eagerly, and they feel as it it is right there in front of them" This is being attentive. The ability to believe with so much depth that you can feel/see it right before your very eyes.
I hope I am not off mark with my conclusion. I do a lot of leisure reading (Islam, makeup, health, cooking), and I always keep a bank of knowledge on my hard drive,& always store info I find beneficial to my well being.
Please remember me in your prayers as well :p I most certainly will appreciate it.