omg…i jus talked wid my nana jaan on the phone after like…a LONG time …
..
n…he jus heard my awaz n i heard his n we were jus about to cry…
he was like…beta kab aari ho pakistan
n i’m like nana bus aik saal mein inshAllah inshAllah aap dua kero..
n hes like…dekho tumhaare ammi abbu kahan rahte hein..yeh tumhaari zid per hai…to unse bolo pakistan chalein…n warna dekho…sub bikher jaayein ge…alag alag ho jaayein ge…phir pata nahi kab milna ho…
n i was like crying jee naaanaaaa
n hez like dekho…parinday jo hote hein na…woh subah nikaltey hein apne ghosle se…poora din bahir rehte hein apne kaam waam kerte hein..lekin shaam hoti hai to wapis apne hi ghar aate hein…
bus bohat ho gaya ab wapis aa jao…
omg 
…i jus feel like dil khol ker roying …i jus wanna go BACK…i dun care about anythinggggggggggg…
i jus wanna go back to pakisatan n live with all my rishtedaarz n then everything will be fine n happy 
*sighzzz
zindagi in sub kaamon ke liye BOHAT choti hai…akele bahir ja ker rehne se…
akele ghar banaane se…paise kamaane se
humne bhi yahan apna ghar itna acha sajaya wa hai …lekin kabhi kabhaar sochti hoon…dekhne wala hi nahi koee…
aa ker gher mein dinoon tak ke liye rehne wala hi koee nahi…
i mean we have ppl over 24/7 at our house…par still…rishtadaaron wali baat koee our hoti hai…
woh aate hein…aa ker rehte hein…*sighz…
its jus totally different with rishtedaarz..
zindagi chaar din ki hai…humein apne mazhab per…or zindagi keh mazoon par dheyaan dena chahiye…nai?
sub mil jul ker rehein…khushi kushi zindagi beet jaati hai…dukh ghum baatne ke liye log hote hein humesha…khushiyon mein shareek hone ke liye log hote hein humesha…
*sighz…yeh kya akele aa ker bhet gaye hein yahan…
bus bohat ho gaya…i dont care i’m goin back to pakistan n then i’m never comin back here againnnnn
