Constantly feel irritated...Advice needed...

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Re: Constantly feel irritated…Advice needed…

@HurtandUpset

I constantly feel irritated, when i’m alone i feel okay, but when someone starts to ask me a question or talk me, i have to make a lot of effort not to snap back at them, and want the conversation over with ASAP, old hobbies don’t seem to interest me anymore, i used to be closer to islam too, but now i’m drifting away…

It’s almost as if i don’t like being with people, and i feel as if being completely alone is the solution but at the same time i know that locking myself in my room all day isn’t the way to live life.

as a child i was sort of ‘left out’ at school, because the ‘popular’ girl didn’t like me so i wouldn’t be allowed to join in the games at playtime. I did have friends, but they would often have to choose between spending lunchtime with me and or the rest of the class. Now all these girls have grown up, and whenever my mum meets them, or when theres a gathering all the ‘aunties’ have nothing but praise for how pretty these girls are, and how well mannered they are. And when these aunties meet me they keeping asking me to ‘fix myself’ one aunty even said ’ tum apna chahra theek kerwao, kissi doctor se ilaaj kerwao apna’ (i don’t even have acne, jst dry skin and a few acne scars) It makes me feel worthless. I think i still havent gotten over what happened to me in primary school.

Has anyone else been through anything similar? Should i see a counsellour?

Sorry about the post being so long…

aap akhbar-e-jahan parhtay hain… uska aik column hay, “nafsiyati masaaeel aur unka hal”, please unse ruju kijye