Cheating

[MixedBeauty]

All differences aside MB, you do realise you’ll have to answer God about each n every relationship you’ve had, right? If I was you, I would stop right here. Let the time come, I’m sure Allah s.w.t. has someone very special in store for you.

Thanks. But I’ve had him in my life for a very long time now, So its quite hard to jus part that. When we broke up the first time i did do alot of prayer etc, But i still had the urge to speak/see him. Im trying to let it go and Let Allah deal with it. Believe me im trying.

@stardust86

I totally understand. You don’t know how much I understand what you are feeling. I was weak too, hence, the thought of seperation made me forgive his first cheat. You HAVE to be stronger. Please hun. You cannot let yourself be treated like a doormat. Try turning your phone off. Keep yourself busy.

I know it’s hard. What I did was, I use to write emails of whatever I was feeling but I never sent them to him. It was only to let out whatever I wanted out and it refrained me from actually contacting him.

Don’t keep hurting yourself by contacting him over and over again.

Im trying my best to move on and to forget it, and to think i deserve better. But its so hard. I’ve tried the email thing before. Even if im out im still thinking about him. I try to keep myself busy but in the end i give up and break down. I dont know what exactly to do from here.