Gosh... where do i start? Its a long story. Basically i was with him for abt 2 years absoloutly adore this guy. But cutting things short, i really think hes cheating. Its small things like if i wanna talk abit longer on the fone it will be a big deal. He never answers the fone when hes out. He blows hot and cold these days, sumtimes he wants me sumtimes he doesnt. I cant cope. He left me back in november for a month. Now hes finished me again, and im pretty sure its done now. But the funny thing is his parents know about me. I dont get it. Its like i've gone from being his everything to his anything. I dont know what to do anymore tbh. I cant move on, i really want him. But if nothings gonna happen, then i'll have too.
Okay. I don't mean to be harsh but I will be honest with you. I don't mean to hurt you either, that is not my intention but what I am going to tell you, is just what I honestly feel. So if it hurts, I apologize.
To me it just sounds like he is not interested in you anymore. The more you go after, the more they move away. Don't let him want you when he wants you because then you are just being played with. If he can't simply answer the phone and let you know he will call you back because he's out because those small things count. Trust me, the smallest of smallest things count. His parents might know about you but that won't change what HE is feeling or thinking. You said, he is finished with you, then you are finished with him. I know it's hard to move on but trust me, don't hang onto someone who doesn't give you the respect and love you deserve. Whatever happens, happens for the best hun, remember that. It might seem like this is torture, but you will look back on it and know that what happened, it's for the best. God never does anything that is not in your best interests. We as human beings see it negatively, but really, it's not. I know it's hard, trust me. I know. But, I know you can do it. And hey, if you ever need anyone to talk to, you have me. You can always PM me, if you want to and I'll be there.