Whenever the news of happiness strikes
a joy of shower over me like rain
unstopable rain
pouring and pouring
until a wave of
DISSAPOINTMENT
Then all of a sudden something changes
something changes in the corner of my eye
something i didnt want happened
something unexpected happened
its hard to explain how
its hard to explain what
its hard to explain why
where
and
when
its hard to explain anythign at all!
my lips won’t move a move
but, inside i am all hurt
so hurt
i dont even know how much
regardless of the pain, i ache
i ache for the strength of which i need
of which would help me get up
but, i am still half fallen
not yet have i gotten up
so sorry i’m making you wait
but please understand my pain
i am just lost in the past
lost in the past all sad
my heart is crying and crying
dont you see?
dont you see the sadness spreading on my face?
even though i try
its hard to believe why has everythign turned against me
the battle with this world
its hard, really hard not to surrender.
i giave up
yet i dont agree inside
its just all messed up
not as i planned
not as i thought
not as i imaged
so still i am
like a statue
life is sad
twists and turns along with loops
coming out of no where
and i am so scared of what
will happen to me next!
and all i am hoping for now is the best
------written by 14 yr old known as ANNA -------
