i can never have any privacy if i cant have my own cell phone.
ive been asking my dad all week, but he says no. he thinks ill end up like the other non-working kids when i said NO i wouldn’t. i solely want my own because i want my own privacy and my own freedom because im also sick of not getting appreciated for my perfect grades and me working hard. everyone has their own phone except for me in my school. even every preppy kid in my family, even the ones YOUNGER then me have their own cell phone, and they are allowed to do whatever they want. and my dad wants me to be like them, he just likes to brush my hard work aside
im going to print this post out and leave it on my dinner table before i go to sleep, so my dad can see exactly how i feel before he leaves for his job in the early morning. im so pissed off its not even funny. im feeling totally unappreciated.
and to whoever who will be posting a rude comment in less then 2 seconds, keep your sick twisted post to yourself, i will not tolerate any of that crap since i’m already upset. im not in the mood, and so pissed off that i’ll bite back viciously with a sharp tongue. i dont care if you get offended either.
EDIT: Wow, like Sara516 said here, there is more immaturity in other people’s posts then in mine.
What really sickens me and just makes me feel worse is that my dad will dish out around 200 dollars to other family members, like for an audio system, then for a phone. i’m not even asking for that much and he still thinks im immature. he hurts me by curt comments day by day, which is really starting to tick me off now.
i never had birthday presents, nor gifts of any other nature. i want the freedom to call whoever i want, to text whoever i want, and to have my privacy of my own, because my family members are people that can easily walk into anything i intend to keep to myself only.
i don’t think im too young anyway, i think my age is appropiate. my cousins who my dad flatters each day have cell phones for some years now, and they are great cell phones. they got them when they worked HARD in school, the same damn thing i’m trying to do. my dad just doesn’t understand that, and doesn’t want to either.
and its not just in america…i’ve seen plenty of people having their own cell phones in my old school too…every single family member of mine had a phone, even the younger kids.
it’s humiliating to see my dad giving something like a computer, a laptop, a sound system, to someone else thats like 4 times then a cell phone would cost. it makes me feel unworthy.
sometimes, its just not only cell phones. i feel unworthy in other situations too: my mother bought a watch which she promised to give me but gave to someone else, my father giving his own nieces a beautiful digital camera and other electronics, etc when all i get is nothing but crap. it makes me feel like bs too.
