So now since you are divorced why you feel the babuism? You made a big decision on your own and you even went against your family just to marry this person and now why does it hurt being divorced?
I dont think I went against my family. Its not like I ran away for him.
Its common logic, a divorce will always hurt regardless self chosen spouse or arranged. If you are the proclaimer of arranged marriage, well, been there and done that. Cant say either of them was such a big deal. As a woman, I do feel I ended up with the sort of men, who are basicly lesser man than myself. At least, I got more dignity or selfrespect. I made them, helped them and they at their best, went for other women.
It seems to me you fell in love blindly with this guy since he seemed so nice to you and he maybe was kind to you or he acted like that just to make you propose. What ever the case it seems like a blind love affair and blind to the extent you even changed your religion and paying the consequence. 
I dont know about that. I think communication was good from start. If he has lead a double life all his life, well, so be it. Its going to be without me. Nope, I have been attracted to the concept of Ahmadiyyat since I was 18 of age. Now adays, people are more curious and try to figure out weither or not the path they are raised into, is correct or there is more under sun…
An affair has to be in same country, buddy. We lived in each corner of the world. You have made up your mind already. I think, its typical whatever you just delivered and then you say you are sorry if…lol
When two people consider each other and have families between them, working things out, its hardly a bollywood movie as you very scenefully described me with your vivid imagenation. Oh, before I forget:
Im sorry too IF I hurt your feelings as well.