Can i be?...

Re: Can i be?..

For all the stuff that you stated above? Do you have a reference for it, besides the weblinks that you have provideD?
There is no hadith supporting durood tanjeena or reciting the dua ‘La illaha ila anta subhanaka inii kunto minaz Zalimeen’ a 125,000 times.
If you do see any such thing then don’t forget that it comes under biddah… Always Always ALWAYS verify a particular hadith before actually following it.
May Allah protect us all from biddah. AMEEN