Re: Beautiful Feeling....
TheNewWannaBee,
did you ask anybody about the difference? or did you just decide to start blindly ranting, raving and blaming without trying to find out why there's a difference?
MashaAllah i'm glad you're praying regularly and finding that it helps, I know how it feels, the first few lines of your post made me think of a piece I had written ages ago and I thought i'd share it, because it felt like it was on the same wavelength, but as i read the rest of your post I just got really irritated, it was very immature, and you spoiled that 'beautiful feeling'. Blaming others for your lack of knowledge and understanding isn't going to get you anywhere...so just some sisterly advice, do yourself a favour ask someone, an acquaintaince, a friend someone you think has a lot of knowledge about islam about the difference or do some reading, but if you cant find an explanation just let us know i'm sure someone will be able to explain it to you, inshaAllah.