Re: Asking for too much?
chameli ur not the only one in this situation. most of us have probably done the same thing. i remember when i was at high school and college and there were girls who were so sweet to my face but would say so much about me the sec my back was turned. it was very bad cos they would actually go as far as saying to my close friends if u talk to her u cant be our friends, how childish. anyway, i know that i really was genuine to them but never really got that friendship in return and just left them to it. i didnt hold any hatred in my heart, cos i didnt want to turn into a ugly person the way their personalities had made them so i moved on and learnt from it.
even today i dont have the most friends i cud have but i have got married and moved away into a different area where i dont know anyone, but i have the most understanding and sweet husband anyone could ask for and he is so much more worth it than all those girls put together. plus, i have my sisters to talk to about the girly things in life and we meet and go for lunch and shopping, cos we're more close than friends and wudnt do each other over like our friends have done to us.
just have faith and count urself lucky that atleast u have a good husband. u will eventually find good friends, just dont go searching for them.
Good luck