Forget about indic shindic.
I would say the same to you, Forget about this tribal shribal thing.
I hope you get over this inferiority complex of yours but i think it is not your fault, it is the fault of your ancestors who passed this to you from generation to generation. If i were you I would go to their graves or their crematorium and ask them that why they acted so CIVILIZED and did not resisted any invader who treated them like dirt. And because of that treatment you feel so inferior and jealous of the freedom loving tribals. But sorry my friend you have equated slavery with civilization, no hope that you will ever recover.