Are you a believer ? Monk's Dairy vol:2

Do you believe in God? Was there a time when you did not?
Was there a time where, your faith wasn;t enough?

I ,again, tell my story. One year(few years ago) I used to smoke drugs 3 times a day.
I though I was having fun and living life to fullest.
Then some thing happened and came back to normal life.
Now when I look back that year same had died. And I thought I took shock well.
But looking back now, I know I just wasn’t able to cope.
My faith wasn’t enough to keep me on the right path. I lost it. One year flew away of my life. **I took refuge in evil.
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Now If I die at 78, I would only have lived 77 years. That’s also one year gone from my time with kids etc etc

God did not want me to save those drugs for him. Sticking to the right path would have help me solving my issues earlier. I could have build my life earlier.

So when you say “I believe” do you really ? You have strength to believe?
When its hard to do life would alter your “believes” to get temporary comforts??? Would you start doning things to make you happy even if there not appropriate?

Re: Are you a believer ? Monk's Dairy vol:2

PM Bhai, I think we all have a different path to follow. No two people will live life the exact same way nor will they learn the same lessons. :) Maybe Allah swt had you experience those things so you can value and realize what normalcy is all about? I dont know why He does what He does but usually that makes sense to me. :)

Re: Are you a believer ? Monk's Dairy vol:2

very confusing. God didnt want you to save drugs for him?

Re: Are you a believer ? Monk's Dairy vol:2

yes queer dude, God's rules are to protect us.
We walk his path to save our selves.

So true, Being in right state of mind is blessing. We just cant get enough of sanity.
But I see pll who can't tell a "tough time in life" from "life it self" u know..
They lose path and live whole life .

Makes me sad :(

Re: Are you a believer ? Monk's Dairy vol:2

Religion.