Re: Amal - Jo ho sakaY tau lauT aanaa....
:-(
I think what I wrote was only good enough for only "one" appearance... When I had left for a short period as an agitation to the injustice against me, it was you who made me come back... Perhaps, you were a better friend of mine than I am of yours :) I remember your words, my friend You leave, I leave. The words that made me stay. We will never find any Amal besides you... kiouN kaY Amal saY zindagi banti hai.. Amal hee chalaa gayaa tau Shaairi kee zindagi kahaaN rahi...?
I remember your long emails convincing me for exactly same what I failed to convince you on... They say grass is always green from the other side... In my case, it was never a grass .. a mirage it was...
I will always consider myself unfortuanate about how my friendship had lesser meaning to you than the friendship that hurted you... I said I will never let people forget you... I dunno how long I will be here as well... Without you, this place will only become a place of "copy-paste" material and "wah wah forum" ... How long will I tolerate that Monotony....? I do not know.... but I will never forget your own words that changed me but I could not even convince you with your own thoughts... Unfortunate that I am.... Will never forgive myself on this:
Your own words I find in my email:
Convincing oneself of the fact that we are part of an imperfect world, rids one of many insolvable puzzles. The idea is not about forgoing principles — the idea is to save the life from unnecessary hassles in the name of pursing principles. You have genuine grievances but retreating from the battlfield was perhaps not the ideal ploy.