Re: Am I gonna be a “good” mom? 
Yeah, I usually ask myself “why am I like this” too, so no worries. Yes, I went to school and worked before I got married. After I got married, my In-laws didn’t want me to study further/work. And since I have nothing to do since past 5 years, I just watch TV. I used to love cooking different things and even that interest is dying since that’s all I’ve been doing since the last 5 yrs. I was little active when we were in a different city and moved to this little town about 3 years ago.
Do you think I might have "anxiety" and not depression? Is it the same thing? Like even if I wanna iron a shirt while watching TV, I usually bring the shirts out, and start thinking oh I need to cook first coz that's more important, and then I keep going back and forth with the shirt and the kitchen.....until I realize, neither is getting done! Although, I have the whole day, I just keep contemplating on what should I do. I put the shirts back, get busy with cooking, and then just sit in front of the TV, coz I think if I start to iron the shirts, the cooking is not gonna be done. This is just an example. I do this with a lot of other things, like I go back and forth between two things until I realize neither get done bcoz I keep thinking what should I do first....and then eventually, I just give up on stuff and watch TV and go online :( Is this anxiety? depression? laziness?