Re: Alot on my plate... need your help
The only answer to your problem is complete and total independance.
You go after men because without them you dont feel complete and you also seem to be getting back at them in a very subconscious way. You feel the need to use them and give them exactly what you got.
The only way you can truly appreciate who and what you are is by being completely alone, fighting within yourself and not giving in to temptation and learning the real meaning of relationships. There is no void out there you cannot fill yourself...its just the dependancy we get used to. Learn to LOVE yourself...you dont like yourself very much and thats a problem.