i dont liek to explain in fact i skip explanation part but here you go 
in the first i mentioned that there were many nations, who chose to disobey God, and then they were left roam, or bhatakna. (until either they were perished, or they ask for forgiveness)
in my second para i mentioned that after losing Love, she is not questioning that whether am i gonna find the exact same kinda person whom i used to love, rather questioning that do i even know what exactly love means.
and m third para comprised of the fact that she is constantly drawn to starting point. i mean she started her love life, and then go back and then starts again and then go back.
it means that she is a constant search, which means that she is in a constant search of her love.
but since her love is only towards the men and the creator of the man and also her heart, which is God…that is why her search is so never ending.
now connect the dots.
now is this making sense?