*~All I think is "you"! ~*
In the morning when I open my eyes
I think what you would be doing,
Still in the bed or having tea!
All day long you thoughts remain with me
Wraped around me like “vine”
I smile 
I frown 
I cry 
I laugh 
Alone or not
You remain with me….
When I’m feeling all blue
I remember what you said to me,
“Rememeber me & smile”
I do smile then.
Sometimes when I think nothing’s working out
I’m drowning in a sea or something
I remember you told me,
“Never lose hope”
I grab to the rope of hope you gave me!
When I’m scare I consider you beside me
Telling me,
“Don’t worry everything’s okay”
When I hate everything around me,
I lose controls, I cry…
Then remember you always say,
“Life’s short don’t waste those moments, be happy ALWAY”
But sometimes I can’t help it,
I have to shed tears,
I lose hopes, all of them.
I still remember what you’d say
If you were here with me
But I sometimes can’t control,
Any thing…
At that moment I wish with my entire valor
From bottom of my heart, from deep deep down
You were here with me.
And this’s why I can’t stop crying.
Because
You won’t come, nomatter what I say.
Nomatter what I do, even kill myself!!
I don’t want to lose you, please understand.
Why am I the only one to feel that way?
Tell me, answer me
For God’s sake
I hate your quitness, sometimes.
I want you to say something
Anything….
Even if it’s “I hate you”.
The consideration of saying “goodbye”
To you makes me cry…
If ever I’ll have to leave you
What would I do?
How’ll I tell myself?
I don’t deserve to be loved,
How’ll I except someone else when
All I think about is “you”!
