so far, am ok. have ups and down, but at the moment am down again.its hard sustaining a good feeling, its hard to keep up, and very easy to be down. i dont like it but at times im happy. worse thing is even little tiffs with husband can make me compl down as im already not feeling good about being here in the first place, so anything he says which may seem small, or petty, or even might be annoying, like he gets angry real quick, and says silly things, maybe i would ignore otherwise, but its like the final straw really. neeed to feel good, im already thinking of going back in june next year for the summer, really am stuck.
I think you are brave to post here even though most people treat you horribly. <3
It must be tough for you but you are strong girl so chin up and enjoy the good times and dont beat yourself up for feeling down. We all feel down at times we are all human after all.
