Yes PyariCgudia, I did say yes & then no, I was confused to be honest
Alvena, ur right, I will not be contacting him again, infact everytime I did, I went back to square one, so no more trying to stay in touch
Shaz1 thanks for ur advise, I liked him even though he had nothing material, im going to give it time, be selfish & not be so damn sensitive! I did expect him to wait...thats the least he could have done!
Dildirani, so true it takes time...its just taking to long
Red velvet a sincere thank u for taking the time out & advising. It all made sense, boosted my self esteem. Maybe it was love, but as u said whats the point if it was one sided, i do feel a sense of lose :( , and the thought that he is over me, doesnt care hurts alot sometimes, but im working on it!
I wish i could talk things through, because as shaz1 suggested he was never rude, always had a level of respect, but its too late i think, hes made up his mind for good, if he had any feelings he would have replied to my last message.
Psquared, ur right, its all in the head, him denying me, hurts, but im working on it, I wont give up hope, il keep going as i beleive their is someone for everyone.
A sincere thank U to U all, feels great to lightened my burden!