Absolutely miserable

[Ansoon]

Re: Absolutely miserable

@SarahSplendor

I’ve been awake since 9 am and now it’s 9 pm. For the vast majority of those twelve hours, I’ve been flat on my back on the floor staring at the ceiling and listening to music. I haven’t eaten much for the past few days, the empty stomach has turned to pain but when I try eating, I feel sick so I stopped after a few mouthfuls. I don’t wanna talk to anyone. I don’t wanna go out. I don’t wanna get off the floor. I think the rest of my night will be spent there.

I want… I want… I want… something that I shouldn’t want.

I knw what you want.. i want that too.. sigh