Absolutely miserable

system · June 30, 2005, 2:45am

I’ve been awake since 9 am and now it’s 9 pm. For the vast majority of those twelve hours, I’ve been flat on my back on the floor staring at the ceiling and listening to music. I haven’t eaten much for the past few days, the empty stomach has turned to pain but when I try eating, I feel sick so I stopped after a few mouthfuls. I don’t wanna talk to anyone. I don’t wanna go out. I don’t wanna get off the floor. I think the rest of my night will be spent there.

I want… I want… I want… something that I shouldn’t want.

ravage · June 30, 2005, 2:47am

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kia ho gaya?

Ansoon · June 30, 2005, 2:48am

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I knw what you want.. i want that too.. sigh

Sadiyah · June 30, 2005, 2:49am

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SS, laying flat on your back and staring at the ceiling won't help you. Get up, walk around and have something to eat.

Btw.... hope all is well with you, insha'Allah. You've always appeared to be a very strong individual who has full control over herself.

system · June 30, 2005, 2:52am

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I want something that I can't have.

system · June 30, 2005, 2:53am

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Ever.

ravage · June 30, 2005, 2:54am

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but you have so much else..

nia_khan · June 30, 2005, 2:56am

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We dont always get what we want. Its okay its life aint fair.

If i were you i would put my favorite song on and dance on it. Pretend you are with your favorite movie star. shut the lights and dream.....

Lets see my options. hiritic, shahrukh, tom cruise, that mike dude from x file, will smith, zayed khan.....

i can give each of them 5 mins..... :in love:

DeSi_KuRi_1 · June 30, 2005, 3:39am

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Dont really know U, but u seem like a happy happy girl most of the time.
It happens to everyone once in a while. Well the problem here is that there is no chance of getting that thing you want…umm something like Ishq e la hasil…
kheir i kinda like this song, goes something like this..

If i traded it all,
If I gave it all away for one thing…Just for one thing…
If I sorted it out
If I knew all about, this ONE thing
Wouldnt that be something..

Yeah true, but sometimes we dont get what we deserve…that might be our basic, simple rights and yeah I guess life aint fair.

PyariCgudia · June 30, 2005, 3:45am

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Hang in there. Where is maniac?

nia_khan · June 30, 2005, 5:56am

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I dont think we are in any position to say who does or who does not deserve things.

Sometimes you leave it up to Allah - after all we are simply puppets