Monk
November 28, 2012, 10:49pm
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Re: A Weird Thought – Attraction toward Same Sex!!!
Well I have this question. I am sure many so you will attack me. It’s just one of the dirtiest thought which I wanted share without getting negative comments. I myself are well aware about all the side effects, I am 26 years old, happily married from last 3 years now. Mash Allah. A female friend of mine whom I was really close in my school life visited me after decades. I was in touch her regularly in between through emails & Chats. I don’t know why I have developed unadulterated nature toward her. Make me feel sexually charged. I loved her before but that love never meant to be sexually attracted.
I think a primarily normal person can have a love affair with someone of the same sex, and it does happen. It all boils down to chemistry, and when you have chemistry and in one split moment, you decide to act on that feeling, something will happen, whether you plan for it or not.
I am not a lesbian and never ever felt this way before. I have not at all done anything so far. But the feeling is killing me inside. I am absolutely very satisfied and happy with my Husband.
Now the question. How should I avoid this thought? I am Muslim and know very well this is something I should not at all think about .Its Haram. Against mankind, against my religion.
Has anyone ever felt this way? I mean a normal person, who knows this is a biggest Sin, Can develop such wretched feeling? I am shammed of myself.
dude… first give it a dry run.. try you “changed personality” some where else with some one else.