A person Can B Happy Outside.....

[citrine]

@_Janu_Jia

…N Sad In Side…

There r people all around me who act happy n front of others n actually they r very sad and n sorrow n side… m not saying i have powers but i can feel them. every body around can just keep clapping at them for being happy go so… n lucky n nice but y do i c sorrow shame n sadness in there faces n eyes …

so many times i try to ask them talk to them bout this feeling tht i am having bout them or vibe tht m getting from them n everytime they hug me n start crying like a baby girl/boy men/women aunty/uncle.
Is there a way i can just take this thing away from me this power or whtever u call it . i wanna c people how every body else sees them not how my eyes show me. it hurts me most of the time , it hurts me even when they say how u know who told u n m like no one did i can c it from ur face… . i just posted a thread in life forum bout talak… http://www.paklinks.com/gs/showthread.php?t=288945 i wud appriciate if u give me an answer to itn tht is actually sumthing tht happened to a relative of mine… n how they both r confused cuz they both dont know if they have been divorced since last 6-8 months n still living n didnt realized tht they r already divorced n no more husband n wife n every thing they r doing is ZINAH or gunah .
we had a little party at their house n i went i saw her face when she opened the door for me n i got this weired feeling from her n then i met her hubby n got the same pushing bck feeling again.

m just tired if this stuff now. and another thing why the heckkkk i hear different voices m i going crazy psycho or just plain mad . i was sleeping ryt now its 1 am n normally me jagi hoi hoti hon is tym pe but today i was feeling tired or me so gai… but i was awaken with the weired people talk m like gher me just me hubby n kids who the hell is talkn we dun have noone around us ,n the basement ,our house is detached … their are sum wiered things going on … i read alot of ayat ul qursi ,darood shareef but it seems to happen more often then…

WHY???

je this is sumthng wht ppl wuld call iman ki kami…
i hope apme iman ki kami nai he
namazen paren aur thngs will be fine