I remember a day,
Not so long ago,
When I told you how I felt,
And let this love go.
And I remember all those times,
Times when you said you cared.
Now those times have vanished,
Into thin air.
A memory,
Of my love for you,
I thought it would last forever,
Because I thought it was true.
But those days are over,
They’re done, they’re through.
You and I will never be,
Me and you.
It would be my wish,
My fantasy come true,
Even if it were for only one day,
That I would have you.
And I pray that God will help me,
That someday he’ll show me the way,
So maybe I’ll be really happy,
I only ask for one day.
And if the world were to end tomorrow,
And the next day never came,
And you never loved me again,
I only have myself to blame.
Because I remember that day,
Not so long ago,
When I told you how I felt,
And let this love go.
I question your worth,
Each waking day.
I’m the only one there,
To tell myself it’s going to be okay.
Everything else is perfect,
Everything else is fine.
The only thing wrong in life,
Is the fact that you aren’t mine.
And even if you can’t love me,
Even if you won’t,
I’ll always sit around and wait for you,
Even if you don’t.
Maybe I’ll always love you,
Maybe I won’t.
Maybe I’ll cut my life off,
Maybe I’ll choke.
Maybe someday,
I’ll get back to me.
Put you in my past,
File you under, never meant to be.
And if I’m gone,
Even if my life is through,
Please remember that even in Heaven,
I’ll still think of you.
Each and everyday,
From the first of January to the last of December,
I’ll always think of you,
I’ll always remember you.
By: ~Asad