Re: A CONFESSION
You always learn a lesson from your mistakes..
Now how for not to make the same mistake again?!? Take your time. Do it the right way - talk to your parents and involve them in the whole scene. Dont leave them out. This way you will get to know the other party and the girl before you fall in love and get hurt again! Dont make rash decisions and think before you do anything. Please just leave her alone and let her get on with her life while you deal with yours.
I can only advise you to read namaaz and ask forgiveness from Allah Tallah and for relief of the pain that you are going through. I can promise you Kaun, it will help - it really will...