5 Times A Day

everyday that goes by i am shamefull,
as a human being i’ve got the instincts of an animal,
sometimes i feel like stealing things that i aint got,
sometimes i feel like looking for wemen that are loose,
just for some no strings attached fun,
in other words looking for someone to abuse,
these feelings make me angry,
i find it hard to keep them in but cant let them out,
i’m confused as to what to do,
because i dont know how i should feel,
its a hard road to choose,
sometimes i go the wrong way,
at times i make mistakes but
as long as i learn and repent then its O.K
from my slate of sin i just wanna wipe it clean
so i guess thats why we pray,
but many of us we get on our knees in times of need
when our loved ones are about to die or when our personal lives are under siege,
but what about when we got food on our tables,
or when we’re with our families,
sometimes to me happiness can be an enemy,
because in those times its Allah we fail to seek and praise,
for the blessings we recieve,
but i know that forever i’ma sinner
deep inside me theres a battle between my pure spirit and human nature
so its every moment that we need to save,
if we dont repel an act of evil with an act of good,
move on cos that moments passed away,
in the fact of hardship whilst living this life,
to help me prepare thats why i pray,
because if anything its something for me to hold on to,
for the love of Allah,
for my ticket to heaven,
i’m willing to sacrifice a little bit of my time,
5 times a day,

Re: 5 Times A Day

Very nice Mizjee .. :)

Re: 5 Times A Day

Jazakhallah sister

Re: 5 Times A Day

bohut nice